My MS

In this page you can read about my “adventure “ with

Multiple Sclerosis.

RRMS

DMT - Kesimpta since February 2024

“I was diagnose in June 2023 (32y.o.) with Relapsing Remitting Multiple Sclerosis which is the basis diagnosis everybody gets until proven otherwise, by time .

For the full definition and description, please check the link below, it’s explained very well, with also the Secondary Progressive and the Primary Progressive (SPMS-PPMS) descriptions.

Relapsing-remitting MS (RRMS) | National MS Society

My Diagnosis

As previously mention, my diagnosis came about in the most random of ways.

Back in April I had a relapse whilst in Italy for Easter.

I had this constant pain in my legs, and walking was very hard.

The sensibility of my feet was coming and going to the point where I couldn’t know if the water was hot or cold with absolute conviction.

More to it, I started having “shock wave” like pain, from the back of my neck down to my toes.

You know the feeling you have when you bang you elbow nerve?

Yeah that! Every time I would bend my head down I would get shocked. Not nice!

Fortunately, since 2017 I had been seeing a neurologist for a problem or the other (in retrospective, probably all related), and it so happened that I had an appointment booked just fresh back from Italy. So I shared with the doc the symptoms because to me. the problem looked nerve related and he suggested an head and spine MRI, without giving me any reason or voicing any of his suspicions.

At the time, I also had another MRI booked, and you have to chase up to have the results. So after a couple of week from the MRI, I chased the results up with the GP.

They sent over the report.

I read it.

I called them.

They confirmed

OVER THE PHONE

that I had Multiple Sclerosis.

What is that?

At this point, I wasn’t panicking yet, because I didn’t know what they meant.

That happen when I read the email, and googled it, and asked my sister to double/triple check I understood it correctly.

Well I didn’t know anything about the disease, so I asked called back the GP, asking how could they just drop a bomb like that over the phone without any insight, they said they’ll contact the competent department and to wait.

No panic.

In a matter of a few days I get the results in the post and the neurologist appointment booked.

Well you can imagine how that went.

Diagnosis confirm, no need to check the marrow.

Luckily!

That shit is painful.

But yeah I got MS,

now WHAT?

Relapses

&

Travels

This is where the link will jump to

As mentioned I do live in London, but I go back, or used to at least 2 times a year.

Right after my diagnosis I started my first round or cortisol-steroids by pills. There were effective and by the second day, I could walk better.

I went back to Italy the next month and had another relapse.

I was still trying to understand what was going on that I didn’t know the triggers.

So, of course I had asked my neuro a letter to attest that if I get sick I get the prescription filled no questions asked.

Well, I informed them that I was having a relapse I was inform to report to the emergencies at the hospital as I wound in Uk. I spent a whole day and night in the emergency department, waiting for them to sort out how to proceed since I wasn’t diagnosed in Italy.

Yap, apparently that was a problem, but only because I’m Italian.

Anyway, I was sent to the Neurology department where they would have treated me like in Uk, with cortisol steroid but in fluids was they kept me for a couple of days.

I convinced them to give me the pills, since I was oh holiday and didn’t mean to spend all my time in the hospital when I should be riding horses.

That took a good month to recover, just in time to have another one soon after in September, after going back to work.

Stress is a big trigger for relapses and, although at this point I was getting the hang of it, I foretold it was gonna happen and it did.

Right at work. Like this. 👇🏾

I was escorted to the hospital, on managers orders, by a colleague where I spent the WHOLE day because they needed to test me before giving me the pills.

AGAIN.

After that relapse a had a stable growth of disabilities, and I had to put a stop on everything.

The last relapse before I started the treatment was around November/December.

The DMT, modified some of the symptoms and I have constant problem with mobilities that is hard for me at this point, to say when I’m relapsing.

As you can see I had a lot in a little amount of time, and unfortunately, every relapse has left a bit of damage behind.

Since I started the DMT Kesimpta in April 24, I have been unable to single out a relapse. I would say I had maybe another one, but at this point in time, I haven’t had the last MRI scans back to see what’s going on.

The DMT self-injection is painful but fast, the side effects are a pain in the ass.

I didn’t have any for a good few months, beside the flaming pain down the right leg.

Yap letterally feels like is on fire.

Anyway, I had the “flu” like side effect around like the 4th month and it did knock me on my ass of a few days.

The next injection was more like the pain I have during a relapse and it took about the same time, before it cleared up.

Seems like, the more I do it, the weaker I become to it.’

I don’t like that it’s lowering my immune system.

I had a strong one all my life and rarely fall ill.

Look at me now ah!

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Star MS TRIALS

Following all my relapses, the neurologist suggested to have me started on a DMT. We talked about it and I was presented with the possibility to enrol into the Star MS trials, due to my situation.

Basically I could be a lab rat and try my luck for the stem-cells treatment.

The trials decide your treatment by a randomized draw; 50% chance of getting the DMT and 50% of getting the stem cells.

For the medical details: Star-MS trial for HSCT in MS | MS Trust.

I have to admit it took quite a while before I was signed up (around November the first visits) and started receiving appointments for all the screens tests.

You will be visiting hospitals every other week, before you get to the draw date.

Then if you got lucky and got the stem-cells, you would have to basically kills your immune system through 2 rounds of chemo, and live in a bubble for 6 months due to the infant immune system, HOPING the bad cells are all done for.

It isn’t a cure, but it’s the next best thing. Being a very rough, tough and dangerous and expensive procedure, they don’t offer stem-cells treatments outside the trials, expect a few exceptions.

The thing nobody tells you, is how overwhelming it all is.

Or at least it was for me.

By the time they wanted to start me on a treatment I had already had 3 relapse, and walking was already affected to some degree.

Remember this is November, I was diagnosed in June.

I didn’t have the time to learn I had an incurable disease, that I already was living the grunt of it.

I was just told I was gonna live a life in liaison with hospitals, forever.

I hate hospitals.

Can’t stand them.

Thinking at all the test I had to go through for a chance to be better and be tie to and hospital for 2 years, having to go back and forth, be tested constantly on the other side of the city with mobility problems, just didn’t do it for me.

Especially thinking of chemo.

I always though about if I would do it if I had cancer.

The answer is no, so why would I now, for a POSSILITY??

Hell no.

So I backed out and went for the DMT Kesimpta, which I started in April 2024.

There is nothing normal about this!